I have never thought about being pregnant before. I always thought it was this really joyous time. Don't get me wrong, I am happy. I am extremely happy. But I just never considered all of the first trimester woes that come along with pregnancy. I don't think I have ever doubted my body more than now, I just want to protect and keep this child safe, and I don't want anything to happen to it. So any time my body does something abnormal, I freak out for a few seconds. Then I get over it until the next spew of new feelings in my body.
Ultimately, this has been such a crazy experience. I am at a time right now where I am not really growing much but I know my little one is safely inside just kicking and growing along. It is such a humbling experience. I am so blessed to be in this moment. To have to trust so fully with everything in my being.
I promised to give pregnancy updates to family, and well those will start coming now, sorry for the delay! Pictures to follow...
Cravings: Lays Ruffled Potato Chips, Sour Cream and Onion Chips, Doritos, icing, Dr. Pepper, Clementines, Avocados, Taco Bell.
No, these are not all combined or ever wanted at the same time, but these have been my cravings so far.
Current Cravings: Chocolate (which I have never been the biggest fan of) and on Friday I will be craving In-n-out because I get to have it on Saturday!!!
Growth: I have not grown much maybe like 1/2 an inch growth of belly so far.
Emotional?: Not overly emotional anymore thankfully.
Morning Sickness?: Nope, I think that I am finally over the hill of nausea. Praise God.
Finding out the sex? YES, are you kidding me I can't last. ha. Maybe next kid will be a surprise!
Elizabeth's feeling of what the baby is?: Girl
Will she tell Christopher? no
Christopher's feeling: Boy.
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