Friday, November 16, 2012

regret

I don't have many regrets in my life.
I have a 40 minute drive home and usually on Friday I think about what I regret in life.
I don't dwell, (even though it sounds like it).

I regret not calling my Grandmother more before she died. She died unexpectedly and the one thing I regret and hate that I didn't do more is call her. Oh what I would do for one more hug, kiss, or conversation with her.

The second thing I regret is not letting my brothers get ready with me on my wedding day. I thought I was doing what was best, letting them get ready with the guys... but I would have done anything to have them there. Even though I would have been 200 times more emotional than I was that day.

The third and final one is that I don't spend more time talking to people on the phone. I realize now how important it is. And I refuse to let this ever happen again.

no more regrets. no turning back.